start. stop. start.

Well, hello, Blogger. I'm here again.

new month. let it begin with... something.

I was thinking to name the post "april fool". There were some absurdity and silliness that happened lately. But i may say so, i was liking it. The content of the picture would sum up what i felt. And hopefully, it will be true to me always.

just because we need some reminding every now and then.

another day at work

Nur.

x factor.

I may not know complicated dishes but i know how the basics are done.

profound

I can't help it but i am always inclined to find meaning in everything. In every thing.

Caption this.

upbringing

They can go for hours and hours talking about everything and i can say contented with just that. Everyone i met here, they are all like that it seems. Am i missing something?

paced

I don't want to be reminded of the past anymore.

have a break. spring back!

Today i was telling myself that as the day goes by, i am getting by. Then this happened. I was able to open his page today. Just for today he's going to open his page (i don't know if he just blocked me off or if it's for everybody).

I told myself, "it doesn't matter anymore."
I hope so. I fervently hope so because i can't deny you still have space in my being. You are part of it. But i can accept things now.  Those things i was denying so much in the past that were happening. But winter is gone now. Those gloomy, dark and cold days are over. It's time for a break. Gotta spring back and grow.

zombie

Thats how strong my coffee is. Filled up almost to the brim yet i am still sooo sleepyyy.

what you see ain't all you get.

But you can always do better!

i don't know. still don't know.

I read this article online that says about 6-word bio. It's a Gospel reflection actually. And if you're going to ask me how would i summarize my life right now, that above title would be it.

Yeah, i know.

“If a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then, is an empty desk a sign?”

This is the office table of our busy and important boss.

how diverse our world is.

Beautiful.  Go out. There are more more more to ugly things and troubles we have now than meets the eye!

Snaps for Heba for posing here. Though she is not much allowed to. Customs. Hmm.

"you smile like a baby"

Ignorance is bliss.

there is always a way.

Browsing facebook when i stumbled upon on this picture. This is just what i exactly need nowadays. I need more reminding like this.

i miss my baby

It used to just lie down on my bed waiting for my attention.  Come back to me, macky...

lost

More than the material thing that i lost today, i am so saddened and overwhelmed to the point of crying to think, "what is going on in this world?" Even more, "what is happening to the people?". Can't you trust people nowadays? Even your own people?

"Despite everything, people are generally good at heart."

"Can you practice what you preach?"

"God sees the truth but waits."

Those are few of my favorite sayings.  May we always be a good example to people.

someone like you

Meet Adele and her cat, Joy inside a fireplace.  Met them at a party we attended this afternoon. Lovely girl. She was so giddy up when I asked her I will take a picture of her along with the cat with that kind of pose.

Her name reminded me of...

everybody knows

Friends and strangers alike.

seasons change

it may not be visible but in the pic, there's a sandstorm.  you know the season will change soon because there are indicators.  if summer is nearing, sandstorms will be prevalent for days or for a week.  if it's going to be winter, rains will be there prior to change of temperature.

you wish you get warned too before any changes happen.

but if there's one thing, i won't change.  i don't want to change.

hello good morning how you do

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your risin' sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
But all of my regrets are nothing new

So this is a way, that I say I need you
This is a way, this is a way

That I'm learning to breathe, I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you, and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe, I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you, and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

These abundant skies, yeah
Abundant skies, yeah

This is a way that I say I need you
This is a way that I say I love you
This is a way that I say I'm yours
This is a way, this is a way

That I'm learning to breathe, I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you, and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Yes I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
These abundant skies, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm learning to breathe
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you do?
How you do? How you do?

wherever i go

You will always be part of it.

you know where to find me

are you now?

Because i am still not.

ceiling

back home, usually there's a lizard roaming up around the ceiling.  every now and then, i, or we for that matter, constantly find ourselves staring up looking for answers for seemingly complicated questions. has the ceiling always provide u the best answer?  i guess that's the reason why it's always blank because anything can be an answer. or the answer.

this is my ceiling right now. no lizards can be found.  one of the first things i noticed when i got here, it seems there is no lizard in this country. so far, for more than two years now being here, i haven't found one.

i miss those lizards.  missed the clicking sound it do.  missed listening to that with another one from another side of the world.

mmm

sweet, chilli, saucy

I'm alive!

obstacles, troubles, worries, (heartaches), will always be there, but there will always be a reason/reasons to be thankful for. for God's sake, you are (still) alive!

change is good

new system around the workplace. which they abhor. but change is good.

purple violet

I like the color purple, or violet for that matter.

It says so much about me and what's going on right now, especially the last two statements. I need this.

i will miss you always.

our one second and more is no more here..

always

she never fails.

you just might get it

I was a fairy for a night. Sometimes you wish things won't just be temporary.

Note: this is supposed to be yesterday's post. I guess i was still wishing some days won't end.

bruises

In medical field, i learned that pain is included in the senses that is carefully assessed that helps in the treatment of a patient. Pain is important. You can especially appreciate this in patients with decreased sensory perception. Without and/or decresed sense of pain, you can freeze to death or get a frostbite without feeling that; burn your skin without noticing it. Pain is important. It actually tells you what is going on and gives you a sense of reality. It will leave bruises and scars, yes, but it is important. Pain is important in one's life.

merry me

               
Thanks guys for indulging.
L-R: Hawraa, Christine, April.

I want to go there.

these feet aren't here for nothing. so go! just go!

ironic

they've been helpful too.  to the point of too much.  and still asking how it's going. them and two more not in the pic.  i can not hate too much.

2+ years later

I'm still waiting for those flowers. But i don't think it will come any time soon now.  The flowers won't come anymore.

resisting

No matter how much I want to give in.

all is well

finding solace in unlikely sources.

to the left

because nothing feels right.

(

i'm still not there yet.

i'm still not there, yet..

thanks to my friends for participating in my project. [and for keeping me sane at these times]

jalal and christine)

home

and from the last two years, they are my home.

no one no one no one

there will always be the one.

questions. answered.

Even if it just for the mean time. Just to get you through the night. Every night.

another day will pass.

and you realize time goes on with or without you in it. it just goes on as if you don't matter. so make it count :)

feb 15, 2014

inspired by an article i read from the internet, i am starting this today. and as much as i wanted to do more nowadays, this should inspire me to see more, to do more, to explore more.. to be moreee!

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